Sucide

Hello my name is Ahmad I am 13 years old from Lebanon. My whole life I’ve bullied and made fun of even my family makes fun of me. People telling me GAY, for me gay isn’t an insult I respect gays but in here I should MAN UP! If I cry I am a girl if I don’t punch someone who harrased me I am a girl. You know what’s worst then that? I have no friends and no one to talk to. So I started writing letters about trying to hurt myself to make people see me try to help me. But though I am scared that’s why I came here wishing I could get some help.