its life

Well i’ve been getting bullied since 4th grade, starting with a girl hitting me she’d always be waiting for me when i was hiding in the bathroom. She’d choke me and grab me by the throat and if we’re being honest i wasn’t any bigger than 4’3 the girl was much bigger than me. I finally got to restart at a new middle school, it wasnt much better everyone would talk about me and there was a certain girl who would play with my emotions she’d tell me to kill myself then she would tell me she liked me and that she loved me. i haven’t really recoverd from that till this day.