My Story

You might be from my school reading this and who knows you might be in it. But if you aren’t from my school let me tell you my story.
Last year.Here is where it started, it wasn’t bad but i was still hurt. This guy would always make fun of me but i didn’t pay attention since i had a lot of friends it was my and my gang well i was in 3 gangs so i’d bring them together in 1 BIG gang. We’d laugh and play all the time, i wouldn’t go to school sad, i would go with a big smile on my face and i would run to my friends to say hi. 2017 was probably my favorite year, since i was always happy. But then it changed, end of summer 2017 it was new school new start. I was very scared in the car. I walked in and a girl came to me and lead to my room then i saw 3 familiar faces, they were my friends from my 2016 school. You probably think i stayed with them and became besties(i wish) but no. I started the year bad. I had bad grades a LOT more HW probably 5 different subjects in all. My HW wasn’t always all done. Then at the end of the 1st semester i had BFF and a few friends but no gang. I loved all 3dif gangs very much :
th 1st gang was the play all break long gang. The 2nd was the eat,gossipplay gang and the 3rd was the eat and chat gang, i liked that 1 very much i stayed with them every break while the start of the 2nd semester. After a month they kicked me out and guess what, they made my BFF tell me and they told her to tell me this : “They don’t want you in their group anymore, they said it was because you stick to them too much and you say ‘frickin’ too much”. And that was where my sadness came. A few months after i didn’t trust my BFF anymore cause of those girls there were gossips about me that were spreading like : “Don’t hug her, she’ll break because she’s very skinny.” and: “She’s a skeleton, i heard she goes to the nurse EVERY day. She must break a lot.” and : “She just goes to the nurse to skip school”. I was starting to developed very bad anxiety and after a developed anxiety i did a depression test and my results were 100% positive (that means i WAS depressed). I was always scared i stopped playing with my grade and i went to see the other grades and played with them. I had fun but i wasn’t better. I then started watching depression movies and started cutting on my arm. i wore long sleeves all the time even though i was hot. The boys started saying ; “Nobody’s listening to you” and “Nobody cares about you LOL” and ” Nobody cares about what you say noob”. I prevented myself from crying. When i finally got out of my depression and anxiety, I had lots of fun and my BFF forgave me. Everything was good again. I had a fun time at school, fun breaks and fun everything. And i told myself : Life isn’t so bad after all.
THE END. Hope you liked my story and tell me if you can relate to it.