Thought i was alone…

I had to pull a face for eveyone else. I thought being upset and crying because what people said about me “was no big deal”. I didn’t tend to fit in because of my backround (muslim), i was told to go “bomb your family” “jump off the bridge” “kill yourself” etc. I had fake friends, i don’t really even want to call the “fake friends” because they treated me like s**t. I got into the habit of hurting myself. now i have found my real friends, they’re always there for me and i can always tell them my true deep feelings about anything. I just had to learn that i was not alone when i went through anything, and there are people that go through worse and handle it better and people that go through less but are hard to handle.