The Fat Girl

I was a happy child. I had a good family and life. Until I entered elementary school. I was call slow, fat, stupid, ugly, and dumb. Boys would pretend to like me so they can just make their friends laugh. Girls would write bad letters to me on how I looked. I was so big and dark skinned. When they kept saying,” I was just playing with you.” It made things worse. One guy told me “I wish you was dead.” When I was in high school, I was in a terrible car accident. I fell in a nine foot ditch. I was left for dead. When I enter college, one guy told me to lose 50-75lbs in order to be more beautiful. And guys would go out with me. I would cry day and night. I hated myself. I just want to feel love and not be judged. Sometimes, I wish I was dead and my nightmares would be over!!!!!