worst years of my LIFE

I was new to the school and the state and my first friend was a girl named D… she was the only one I would talk to. Before her I sat in a chair in the corner crying and almost everyone was staring at me. Then a couple of months into the school year I was getting better and then I started hanging out with these girls H…, A…, A… . They were nice at first but then H… started to leave me out. It all started when we were playing follow the leader. H… made me sit and watch them walk around the playground. I got sad so I left and she got mad at me for leaving. I told my mom and she called the school and told me to tell the counselor. So I did and she said that I was doing something wrong and saying I was the selfish one. I got really super mad. But it did not happen again. But when I was in 3rd grade H… and her brother started calling me stupied and a monkey. I got over it and in 5th grade there was drama. Supposedly I wanted to punch someone, I thought that would be nice but I tried to stay as safe as posible. Now in 6th grade I promised myself there would be no more drama. And theres not except that I have a friend A… and she has a friend N… and she always leaves me out. Im tiered of it. But Ns… best friend is H… so I am friends with her. But me and A… are still friends.